Saturday, January 31, 2009

Happy Merry Weekend!

I hope everyone's weekend is going swell!
I started mine off by dinner at Panera, a trip to Wally-world to pick up Metalocalypse Season two, and today I hit the gym, then lounged around and did nothing. Well guess were I'm at right now?!
I'm at the plaza were Pickles, THE Pickles the drummer, lives!! AHHH!
Haha! I had his favorite food at the Plaza resturant, where Naru, Katie and I ate tonight; Bagel bites. They are delicious! I also tried his favorite cinnamon peach cobbler balls, they were to die for! Apparently they are supposed to be made for breakfast only, but he had asked for some made and they had tons left over so I got myself a box!
We ended the night by stopping by Carson's dance house were a party was going on. I stayed for an hour, ate all of their Reese's and left. Haha. People I didn't want to see were there.
So, I'm currently in the process of thinking about homeschooling. But I want to know if it's a good idea or not? I don't know, If I do decide to get homeschooled, a tutor will come to my apartment or we'll meet up somewhere and go from there. I don't know, depends depends depends.
Homeschooling or Public College?
-lovelovelove, Ray

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Baby, It's cold outside.

So many of you probably don't know that I packed up and headed North to Washington State last night. I had to get away, if only for a few nights. Work and school and everything has just been piling on me like one bad habit. I'm glad I could escape to the confines of a cozy bed and breakfast just east of Seattle. Oh and this is the scene I woke to this morning. I've never felt so refreshed.

Hot or cold weather?
-lovelovelove, Ray

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Pizza hut!

PS; The Pizza Hut near my apartment complex finally opened back up! YESSSSS!

When you see my face, hope it gives you hell!

I updated my playlist today! Expect some major rad jams to be posted tomorrow!
And I bid mad aideou to the gay rumors surrounding Dethklok; It's their life fuck off.
And Nathan Explosion's new girl is gorgeous; I'm totally in envy/jealousy. I've been grr-ing over the same interveiw for the past half-hour. You can check EvilBeet's LJ :)
Shameless advertising for friends is fun!
Haha, I'm a stupid insomanic running on no sleep and Reese's peanuts.
I'm getting a tattoo in a few weeks, and I know what, I just need a place to put it!!
Wrist or upper forearm?
It's going to be on my left arm, so :)
-lovelovelove, Ray

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Change is here!!

Wow.
I'm still in complete awe!

Pepsi or Coke?
-lovelovelove, Ray

Monday, January 19, 2009

Busy, Busy Bee!

So last week was spent studying up and watching countless hours of Obama on CNN. I'm telling ya, that boy's gunna change the world.
So this weekend was amazing! I went out shopping with Naru and Nao and we ended up eating at this small-time chicago eatery called UNO's. My, my! It was fantastical!
Also, I'm super bummed I haven't been updating for the past few days, but I promise I'll get more on that!!
Than last night I sat around Ryuk's house and watched football and ate porkchops, something I haven't ate since I've moved to LA. I've forgotten how delicious they were! And Yoko uses this orangey-sweet sauce over them! Delicious! She is probably the only person I know in LA who actually cooks! Haha!
I was uber stoked about Arizona but not so much about the steelers. I am SO TIRED of hearing about them and how they're all so fucking amazing, because I can't stand them and they're stupid towel.
I guess I forgot to warn you I'm an advant football fan ;]
I grew up a tomboy so what do you expect :3
Last night I had my 2-hour show special on EA, over 30,000 veiwers! Thanks so MUCH to EVERYONE who tuned in, even if for only a few minutes. It meant a lot to me, it always does, seeing me do something so initmate and personal.
I'm watching Dethklok videos on YouTube and dreading getting ready to run into the office spiffy quick to film Feburary's fashion video.
In fact, I just ordered a peanut butter hot bagel and a mocha frap so I'm not even remotely worried about coming in just yet. I don't have to be there until 12, but to get makeup and what not in..GRR.
Sometimes I wish my life wasn't so eventful, and than I remember how long it took me to get here and take it all back!
Bagels or toast for breakfast?
I was so angry because I forgot to order a cinnabun too!
-lovelovelove, Ray

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Do anything for Dethklok.

I suck at life, missed sooooo many questions on the final exams for Whistory and Science T.T
But! I musted say that this picture makes me sooo happy <3

The shoot is gorgeous!
-lovelovelove, Ray

Monday, January 12, 2009

My life is a total sausage festival..

Studying for my Exam tomorrow!
I-ei-i!
Wish me luck, lovies!
Black nails or classic Manicures?
-lovelovelove, Ray

Sunday, January 11, 2009

I'd like to be under the sea in an Octopus' garden, in the shade.

I'm having a complete spa night!
I invited over several friends and we are currently watching old movies, jamming to our outdated mp3 systems and trying to do these shitty home spas. They don't work, I tell you!
We ate at the Pure Life cafe tonight, it was my first time, and I must say it was exceptional! The whole things a organic place and it serves you the food on pretty china <3
I definitely suggest the Mama Sunday supreme, which includes baked chicken, cubed potatos, buttered biscuits and deviled eggs. It was amazing! For dessert I got a chocolate chip cookie covered in Chocolate-Marshmellow icecream and chocolate pudding. I can't wait to go back!
I really feel as though my life needs some..zazz ;3
Oh! New years resoultion time! Here are mine:
1. Take time for myself and to love me unconditionally. If I can't fully love myself, I can't fully love somebody else. I'm going to ignore rumors and what other people say to me; they don't matter.
2. To create something beautiful everyday. I waste so much time doing very irrational, pointless things and doing schoolwork, I kind of forget that life is all about creating. I'm going to explore all about what is possible and what to do for myself. I'm very excited for it!
3. Have fun! I can't be sad or mad about stupid things anymore, this year is all about living my life to the fullest!
What are your new years resolutions?
-lovelovelove, Ray

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Flowers in my head.

I just wanted to add that Nathan Explosion is looking rather well after another liver transplant :3
-lovelovelove, Ray

Vanilla Coffee Buzz?

There's a lot of things that scare me about LA. One, everyone's fake. They love you to your face and as soon as you turn your back they're spilling appletinis on you and stabbing you in, calling you names and what-not. It's all a childish game, and last time I checked we weren't in Junior High.
Two, There is no such thing as privacy here in the Valley, your personal life is plastered for everyone to see on a glossy tabloid magazine where they try to prove your eating disorder or affair or show off your crotch shot.
Three, Girls and guys can't be friends. It's like a fucking rule or something. Because if a girl starts hanging with a dude, she must be giving him head.
Four, last and sure as hell not least, Creativity is just a minimal thing as originality. Trends are worshipped and so is whatever is being pumped into our minds by the media. And if you happen to stumble on the off-chance of meeting a creative person out here, they're either fucked up on some type of drug [everywhere I fucking turn someone's snorting or smoking something..And that doesn't even count as REAL creativity!] or haven't been infected yet.
I hope I never ever become one of those mindless robots that walk around LA like they own the hills. I hope I never look for a magazine to direct what I wear, or for the media to tell me what and what not I should be doing to be considered "cool". I am me and so insanely proud.
I hope I go out in ablaze of glory. Remembered for what I did and who I touched instead of how I looked.
I never want to be that girl.
"It is better to burn out than fade away."-Kurt Cobain
Coffee or tea?
-lovelovelove, Ray
[P.S Sorry! Random post, but I just f e l t that one had to get out of me :3 I see it everywhere I turn and I chose not to ignore it anylonger. Maybe it's the four cups of Vanilla sugar coffee I just had? :D]

Snuggle Buggle.

Chilling out at the home with Micheal and little baby Caitlyn! :)
There sooooo sweet I know I'm in stepping stones of getting a major cavity ;)
I can't believe how fast time flies! Last night I laid down the little ones, related to me due to Office besties, and just hopped on the net to take care of some school/work stuff. The next thing you know I look over and it's already 4 o'clock in the morning!! I turned off my computer and laid in bed for the next hour trying to get to sleep.
I'm such an insomanic, I swear!
Today is all about watching the babies and getting the last of NAUGHTY NARU paperwork/net work done, and about finishing up the last of my schoolwork.
I'm really nervous because I have three exams next week; on Tues, Weds and Thurs!
I'm in the process of making flashcards for studying, and for NAUGHTY NARU I'm trying to book some new models and get some more of the latest Merch out and into some wider known stores across a bigger board.
Like maybe a few stores across the nation, instead of big cities and online. And of course, we hope to extend our website and have a store location of our own by the end of 2009.
Oh! and I definitely want to go Job-hunting today! I'm on such a busy schedule..I've already decided that I probably won't be able to fully dive into my Job hunting plans until the end of Exams and the beginning of second semester, because my second semester classes are mostly just fun ones anyway :)
Oh! NAUGHTY NARU's official site has gotten a makeover for the new year so go check it out!
http://narunarusegawa.htmlplanet
Her merch site should be up soon..
And the only reason I'm blogging this is because I made it over! Haha, that computer software management course reallly worked ;)
Gawsh, I want some Reese's peanuts right now :3
Well, I have lost all of my interest in this blog :D
Is it just me or do I write some reallllllllly boooooooooring blogs?
I'm just horrible at them I guess. Don't worry, I promise my life will get more interesting sooner :3
I hope xD
Murmaider or Go forth and Die?
-lovelovelove, Ray

Friday, January 9, 2009

My life persuit.

Babysitting and chomping on Pizza inbetween running to get the kids.
I've realized my ultimate life persuit is to marry a certain someone and have his behbehs.
True dat!
Didn't skip school today, ha! I'm such a chicken..but I am taking Inaugartion day off. That's right ;]
OBAMA OBAMA OBAMA OBAMA!
Haha!
Pizza hut or Papa Johns?
I'm a PIZZA HUT NERRD, but tonight I settled for Papa J :]
-lovelovelove, Ray

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Tired girls with wired eyes.

So, today has just been a hectic of hectic days! It started out with my over-sleeping so I didn't have time to hit the gym this morning and than ended with me not finishing eight pages of paperwork for NAUGHTY NARU. I know, I should feel blessed for everything and more that I have, but I can't help by feel a bit overwhelmed about my whole life and such. In just four years, I've gone from small no-name designer to big-shot Intern and Erotic Model.
It's such an amazing feel, but sometimes I gotta wonder if it was for the best.
But that's enough rambling!
In fact, I'm pretty sure I just heard a UFO outside my apartment window. I am quite terrifyed!
Also, lately I am obessesed with the fact of an actual snakes and barrels reunion!! They're music is more than a-muhzing!

Would you go see Snakes and Barrels?
[Srsly debating this one..]Should I skip school tomorrow and catch up on me time? :3
-lovelovelove, Ray

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Jobs, School and the never-ending girls night out.

First official blog post, WHEW!
All know that I happen to be employed at NAUGHTY NARU Merch as the Fashion Director and Naru's personal intern. Well, things have been slowww lately and I must admit, I miss the jobs I use to have as a girl growning up in Daytona.
Fo shiz my niz I rocked the boardwalk for summer jobs growning up. When I was eight, I remember helping my mom with her food stand. Boy, do I miss those days!
So I'm contemplating getting a second job! That's right, a dos-o job-o. NAUGHTY NARU pays wonderfully and all, but I miss the nitty-gritty of the working industry, also not to say that I could afford to give a bit more money to the facillities where my Mom is staying. Blah blah, blah!
I just realized how tedious School really is today. I'm enrolled in JA uni in LA and I must admit, it's a bit hard trying to fit in work and going to school, so the second job with probably not be the smartest idea physically and emotionally; but definitely the wisest finacially. I mean, I love my art and fashion designing course, but I want to take my time with it all and I'm at least two assignments behind. Science of Marketing is super fun with the teacher, but the kids in the class don't seem like they're here to learn, and I kinda dropped the habit in 8th grade. Whistory is amazing [the teacher is DELICIOUS ;) ], but It's such a hard study and work course! I'm in his honors class and I'm striving to go to Euro Advanced next semester. Math is not my strongest suit so of course I'm just a nervous horrible wreck in that class.
Needless to say, I should be studying right now, but am posting this blog instead. Am I a naughty girl? ;]
Ha, I swear this isn't a sex blog, despite several leading indications.
Tonight the girls of the Office are getting together around 11 for cocktails and some minor discussing of products. We'll probably end up going late night shopping and club hopping. I just have to remember to be in early for school tomorrow, blah!, and after school I have to run over and take care of some things at the office.
In fact, I should be studying or finishing up paperwork right now, but whats the fun in that? I've decided I'm going to wear my self to the core if I concentrate on where I'm going and not the journey there. Sometimes I have to remind myself to live in the now!
That's why I'm drinking wine with my grilled sour-cream chicken tacos and olive oil fries from Sessions with watching an all-new Ghost Hunters.
:] So, my thought for today is simply this: Live your life to the fullest, because you can be hit by a truck tomorrow. And drink wine with all of your meals ;]
-lovelovelove, Ray
[PS Ghost hunters or TAPS?]

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Stupid Zombies.

So, so so; New year, New blog!
Forget LJ, Blogspot FTW.
-lovelovelove, Ray